Hello,
I'm Jen. This is my first "blog"? What is blog anyway? This and what I might post in the future are more like rants or interesting ideas and whatnot. So, I'm Jen! I don't know what to say right now. I don't even know what I'm supposed to say in this "blog". Okay, soooo... I guess I should write facts about me.
My name is Jen-Jen. I currently live in Winnipeg. I'm twenty. Sometimes I want to say that I'm old or that I've already spent 20 years on this planet but it makes me wonder when I started to gain consciousness and higher memory. So, technically, I've lived for 20 years but I was never really living in a sense that I'm aware of my decisions and their consequences. Anyway, I go to University, whether that's a good thing or not, I don't know. Some people say that school corrupt our minds and dissolves our curiosity. Honestly, I disagree. I don't know about other people, but the fact that there's so much to learn powers my curiosity. I want to take courses in Philosophy, Psychology, Sociology, Biology, Theology, Critical Thinking and others that I have not yet discovered. I don't think it corrupts my curiosity; I think it disables me from focusing on one category and be incredibly good at it. Having said that, I like Math. I've always liked Math. My best friend, Maricar, is a Math teacher. Between the two of us, frankly, I'm a lot knowledgeable and passionate about Math... Why aren't I the Math teacher? It may be because I'm more passionate about cooking than I am about Math. I like to cook. I always say that I want to be a Chef, but I don't really spend a lot of time cooking. Being a Chef feels so distant. Why aren't I taking Culinary Arts instead of Nursing? Nursing is a pain in the head. The process of becoming a nurse in Canada gives me a headache. The decisions that I make are guided by my past experiences and the society--media, economy, availability, location and whatnot. At 20, I'm aware of the decisions that I make and their corresponding consequences but am I really conscious? Am I really living?
